Panjang gilak post hari ni

Im so tired today. But still manage to update my blog :p

Today and last saturday, i went for training for management level. 9-5 u know for two days. When the first time i was been told it gonna takes for about the whole day sunday and saturday i was like, DIE.

The trainer is mr alfronze. He is amazing. Seriosly, 2 hari tercongok dengar talk memang boring but no. This trainer is the best trainer ever.
Dia banyak cerita pasal pengalaman hidup dia yang very tough for me.

. Tak diterima keluarga sebab mak dia dipaksa kawen di umur yg sangat muda and bila dia lahir his mother just hate him.
. Black sheep in his family. Always been scolded, kena pukul, kena tido kat tepi jalan, kena halau dr rumah, everything kena face sendiri, mak dia hantar dia g india and u know what his all alone at the age of about...13 years old. Tak ada orang jemput kat air port, kena belajar naik bus kat tempat yang sgt asing and many more stories yang sangat sedih. Sampai terfikir, ada ke mak yang macamni dalam dunia ni. His mother pernah lempar pinggan kaca kat kepala dia and resultnya sampai sekarang dia selalu headache. 40 years dia suffer headache yang teruk because of that. Seriously serious ada ke mak yang macamni? Cant ever imgine that.

But you know, dalam life ada benda yang dia pegang.
1) ego must go
2) rubbish must throw
3) tuhan tau

So now after dapat phd, and stay few years kat america, now dia become seorang yang sangat hebat. My manager said nak bayar dia untuk conduct the training more than 10k. Glup! $$$

But apa yang paling berkesan kat hati bila dia cakap, dia dah lama maafkan parents dia for treat dia mcm tu dulu. Now dia yang sara mak dia, bg duit mothly, g melawat setiap bulan. And yang paling tacing bila dia cakap, dia akan sangat marah kalo sesapa yang kutuk and talking bad about his mum. He said, she still my mother.

Dia cakap lagi, kita kena belajar forgive orang. All the bad things yang orang buat, its okay. Tuhan tau. Dia cakap lg, kalau mak dia tak treat dia macam tu dulu, dia xakan jadi macam skrg.

He said, in life there is must be a tougher time for us. Amazingly, we learn from that. Choose to be better or bitter from that tougher time.

Seriously, ni rasanya talk yang paling berkesan dalam hati pnah jadi dalam hidup. Tak tipu. It makes me think how we need to learn from everything steps in our journey of life. Nobody said its gonna be easy but we must be grateful for the process and the 'journey'.

Every single cloud, there really is a silver lining.

I bought this book using my 1 malaysia voucher. Hehe. Just need some food for my mind ;)